Monday, October 11, 2010

Zero to hero

I'm not trying to LC but I'm just too happy and tell everyone that I got A for my math...maybe for someone else who always got straight A's for exam getting an A is not a big deal for them but for me it's it important because i really work hard and put a lot of effort to improve myself from zero to hero...
Maybe you dont know about my history...If you ask sbs students who dont know about Jack Lai ? I think everyone know who I'm ! WHY ? What bad things I never did before at my school last time ? until the PK HEM wrote my mom's number on her mini white board inside her room so that she can call my mom if i make troubles again...After years and years , I finally found out that I cannot continue being like this because I realize that being ignorance is just like being a trash in this world... Peoples talk bad things about you : Oh Jack lai ? brainless , uncivilized fella and he thinks gangster can solve problems when he gets to work next time he will know! FUCK IT I STILL REMEMBER UNTIL NOW! But Yeah i admit it is true ! I made a history in my school ! I got 0 mark for my math because i didnt even open the question paper and sleep ! My form 4 life is just making troubles and sleep in the school !After school i went to work at lowyat...I'm paid Rm 60 a day and I have to work until 10pm ! This is the reason why i sleep at class and my mom cannot do anything because it's my life that's what i told her...One day , my cousin came back from Australia...we go shopping at IOI mall...he bought a normal T-shirt about 300+ without looking at the price ! DAMN ! I have to work like a cow for a week to buy that shirt ! This is the reason why i stop my work at lowyat and tell myself I REALLY HAVE TO STUDY ! I took form 4 and form 5 classes to push myself so that I can catch up what i have missed in my studies because i really dont want to be ignorance!I dont want to work like a cow in the future just to buy a cloth! So now I did it ! zero to hero...not bad huh ? understand why I'm THATT HAPPY NOW??? but i really want to thanks my best friend PHILIP, And HAN CHUNG because they always help me in my studies !




I used to think , It takes years to learn to be a nice person and it takes only a second to be evil ! I finally understood something when I met her ! One second would be enough to be a nice person if you're in love and love happened in that one second !




Tata! Love you boo <3

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Friday, October 1, 2010

Afraid

I'm afraid to tell you...what if the answer is no ? You might disappear without a trace like how others did to me last time...I felt sad thinking about that...as usual every girl that I confess end up being like that...or they will break my heart into pieces...
You are the most special one I have ever met...no one ask me to sleep early before , no one ask me to drink more water before , no one ask me to stop fb-ing and study now before , no one ask me to be careful when the floor is wet because of rain before and many more no one before no one before...so i don't want to end up like last time...this time my heart might turn into a pulp ! not break into pieces ! because you are too special to me...my mom is shocked , my dad is shocked , and my teachers is shocked why JACK IS STUDYING SO HARD NOWADAYS ! ONLY 1 REASON ! I study because of her...and I really hope that I can get better result for my trials...because I really try my very very very very best...I don't want E or D or C anymore...I want at least B or A !!! PLZ?


-I hope we will stay like this forever
-I hope I'm always in your mind
-I hope you are always by my side
-I hope I can get better result for my trials



I really miss you badly =((

Tata !